draft 0127 – another day of emotions.

Yesterday was another day of emotions, I just felt so emotional that day. It felt like no matter what I do I just can’t stop the emotion from coming through. 

Ok, I know that you can’t make your emotions disappear and that is great, but sometimes you want it to. You want the emotion to pretend to itself that it isn’t there. You want it destroy itself.

I feel that on the days that the emotion gets the better of me, it’s hard on those days to stop thinking about how I reacted to the emotion. Yes, definitely we want that accountability for our actions, but sometimes I don’t want to think about it.

I am for sure, no doubt that I am getting about controlling my emotions. Rage is still lurking around but much better than before. I will definitely try and take control over my emotions, which I think we all need to do better. I might see a counsellor for that.

Anyway, our emotions can be really powerful if we let them. Or can be weak if we control them. Obviously, emotions are important. We need them to live.

So, I’ll be back on Sunday afternoon at 1pm.

See you then, drafters. 

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