draft 0094 – being frustrated but not able to say anything.

You know when you get so frustrated with somebody but you know that you can’t say anything, that can be so draining. 

Like for somebody (I am talking about myself here) who has been doing disability and has to really on somebody for everything (carer). This is frustrating bit because you can’t actually say some things to them, as you need their assistance. 

Now, I know many people might find this hard to believe or not able to understand, but having carers is the most hardest parts about being disabled. Not the actual disability itself, obviously that is still hard but you can deal with that (difficulty). But when you have to rely on somebody for everything, that where it gets hard.

I just think people need to understand that having a carer is not all rainbows and lollipops. I have heard many people say to me that I would like somebody to shower me, and I would just like to say to that person shut up, you are being rude. Why would you possibly want that? 

It is just really frustrating sometimes, but I put my trust in God and I know that this life is a test. My religion really helps me to get through my disability and the difficulties that you get with it (which some soulless people don’t get). 

Anyway, this was draft of my frustration that has been on my mind for the last couple of days.  

So, I’ll be back on Friday evening at 10pm.

See you then, drafters. 

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