draft 0065 – feeling lost and disconnected.

The last couple of weeks I have just felt so lost and I know that it is because I have become so disconnected from my religion (Islam), that it is destroying me. Everything is a mess.

I know that a lot of people will relate to this, but I will not let it destroy, I will reconnect with my religion and keep it this time. 

Now, I am coming back to this after a couple of weeks, so let’s see what I think about this now. The ugly truth is that I know what to do but I am just listening to my desires to much. As Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) said: in "The Mujahid (struggler) is one who strives against his own soul." Jami` at-Tirmidhi 1621. Meaning that one of biggest struggles in life is against our desires. 

The disconnect from my religion (Islam) has been very difficult to deal with, but I am going to reconnect for good this time and keep it. For, without religion what is the point of life? 

So, in summary, I am going to reconnect back to my religion and show my gratitude to God (Allah).   

So, I’ll be back on Sunday afternoon at 1pm.

See you then, drafters. 

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